Lenten Reflections: Humility

Anita at Feeling the Light is emailing out contemplative prompts throughout this year’s season of Lent.  If you are interested in delving into your own spiritual formation, feel free to take these prompts and answer them for yourselves!

See the poem below.  Perhaps meditate on it, see what arises, then write.

Te Deum by Charles Reznikoff, 1894-1976

Not because of victories
I sing,
having none,
but for the common sunshine,
the breeze,
the largess of the spring.

Not for victory
but for the day’s work done
as well as I was able;
not for a seat upon the dais
but at the common table.

[Sidenote: I just found out that the Greek Easter is later than the one in the United States, so the Greek Lenten season doesn’t begin until March 14.  I think these spiritual formation prompts will be like a pre-Lent spiritual preparation for me, and then when real Lent happens, I will focus on the physical aspect of not eating meat like the rest of the Greeks who will fast.  …Will I not eat meat??  I don’t know.  I kind of want to, but MEAT.]


Okay, so Reznikoff’s poem.   Continue reading

Sounio Vlog!

I created a YouTube channel, creatively named ItIsTrish | inGreece, to post videos and vlogs about my adventures in Greece!

Last Saturday, Anthi and I went to Sounio to explore beaches and see the Temple of Poseidon.  It was SO good to get outside of Athens and be surrounded by nature.  And it was fun to get a little creative and tell my story with video rather than the written word.  I hope you enjoy this peek into my life in Greece!

The Good Girl’s Guide to Getting Lost by Rachel Friedman

9514649I realize that a part of me must also have been implanted somewhere along the way with the kind of curiosity inherent in people who ultimately stuff all their worldly possessions into a backpack and disappear for months at a time.  What happens when we lose the things that anchor us?  What if, instead of grasping at something to hold on to, we pull up our roots and walk away?  Instead of trying to find the way back, we walk deeper and deeper into the woods, willing ourselves to get lost.  In this place where nothing is recognizable, not the people or the language or the food, we are truly on our own.  Eventually, we find ourselves unencumbered by the past or the future.  Here is a fleeting glimpse of our truest self, our self in the present moment.  After that, maybe we can finally go home–or maybe not.

The Good Girl’s Guide to Getting Lost just might be my favorite travel memoir.  I identified so strongly with Rachel – a perfectionist young woman who is tired of caring so much about pleasing other people and finds peace and self-confidence in traveling.  I loved reading about her adventures throughout Ireland, Australia, and South America.  She starts with Big Red, an enormous suitcase, and ends with a backpack.  She starts by running away, and ends by running forward.  She starts with a lot of questions and…she ends with a lot of questions!  But they are different questions, deeper, more personal, and more important.

Reading Friedman’s book reminded me of all the reasons I love traveling so much.  Her descriptions of the places she visits are vivid, and I was left with three new destinations on my “Must See” mental list.  But undoubtedly, the strength of her memoir is in her reflections and how she interprets her experiences.  She discusses privilege, fear, and self-acceptance, and I definitely finished the book richer because of her honesty.

I hope she writes something else, because Rachel Friedman just jumped to the top of my favorite travel writers.   Continue reading

Workout Week #11

THIS WEEK’S GOAL:
Walk 10,000+ steps (or workout 20 minutes) at least 5 times.

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*GOAL MET*


Workout Notes

 

I’M BACK!  Woo hoo!  I exceeded my goal, and only had to rely on walking 10,000+ steps one day!  Look at all the exclamation points I’m using!

I am so proud of myself.  Partly because I worked out six times this week, but mostly because I worked out consistently…after two weeks of failure.  It would have been the easiest thing in the world to listen to the voices in my head telling me:  You’re not really a person who exercises.  You’re lazy!  Just roll with it!  Give up this stupid idea.

I am okay with two weeks of defeat.  But I am so glad that I didn’t let those weeks derail me entirely.  I’m back, I’m working out, and I’m going to continue to intentionally care about my health!

Food Notes

 

As I’ve noticed several times before, there is such a correlation between healthy actions and healthy eating!  Once I started exercising regularly again, I wanted to pay attention to what I ate.  I cared about counting calories and avoiding overeating.  This shouldn’t be surprising, since I tend to be an all-or-nothing sort of person.  I’m either healthy in everything or not at all.

For the record, here are the foods I eat the most here in Greece:

  • fresh fruit (oranges, bananas, and kiwis mostly)
  • pistachios
  • yogurt and muesli
  • salad and feta cheese
  • avocados
  • cereal
  • turkey and cheese sandwiches
  • hot chocolate
  • white wine

And then on the weekends, or whenever I’m out with friends, I just eat whatever I want without caring about calories.  Social food is free food.  I am still adamant about my belief that food is a gift to be enjoyed, and if my “health” consciousness starts encroaching upon fun times, then something is going wrong in my brain.  Losing weight and gaining strength is not worth being unhappy.


NEXT WEEK’S GOAL:
Workout 20 minutes (or walk 10,000+ steps) at least 5 times this week.

Sunday Summary #18: VALENTINE’S DAY EDITION

Articles

1|  Hamilton-inspired Valentine’s!!!

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2|  THIS!  Maris Kreizman wrote a fantastic piece that tears to pieces all the dumb platitudes people say to singles, which is aptly summarized in her title: “I Found Love Because I Got Lucky, Not Because I Changed Myself.”

Videos

1|  My favorite kind of love.

A Week in Greece #5: Level I Ends, Other Things Happen

I’m done with my Level I Greek class!  YEAH!  I’m going to celebrate this weekend by going to Sounio, which I will talk about in a separate blog post sometime in the next few days.

I need to celebrate the occasion, because on Monday, I’m going back to class to start Level II.  This time I’ll be taking a three-week course for FOUR hours every day.  I’m already exhausted just thinking about it.  But not nearly as much as I could be, because I’m really looking forward to continuing to hang out with Elvira and Emi (and maybe Stewart – he is undecided).  Plus, this week I had a decisive shift toward self-confidence that actually makes me excited to keep learning Greek.  It first happened at the grocery store when I handed the cashier €20 and said, “Oh, I think I have change, just a second.”  When the transaction was finished, I grabbed my bags and walked out the door and suddenly realized: I could have said that in Greek.   Continue reading

Lenten Spiritual Formation

Anita at Feeling the Light is emailing out contemplative prompts throughout this year’s season of Lent.  If you are interested in delving into your own spiritual formation, feel free to take these prompts and answer them for yourselves!

“Hands are amazing. There are few animals in the world who use their hands similar to how humans do. Meditate on these pictures or find other pictures of hands that speak to you in some way. Take pictures of your own hands, or of a loved one’s hands. Notice the contours, lines, shades and shapes. What is the texture of these hands? What do these hands say?”


The prompt feels like it’s leaning towards something empowering or beautiful, but yesterday was Ash Wednesday.  As a former Baptist, I’m fairly ignorant about the rhythms of the church calendar, but I’m pretty sure Ash Wednesday is about death.  And as I look at my hands, I think of death.  Whether it’s the peeling nail polish or the extra lines or the faded scars, my hands are growing older.

So is the rest of me.  I have gray hairs now, and it’s a battle to convince myself that I am proud of them rather than ashamed.  I started working out a couple months ago because I was alarmed at how easy it was for my skin to start sagging, and I guess I’m trying to postpone the inevitable.  My feet hurt after a day of walking.  I get headaches when I don’t drink enough water.  Jubilant play or dancing only lasts a couple minutes before I’m wheezing for air.

I am frail.  My body is beautiful, yes.  My body is useful and productive and sometimes efficient.  But it’s falling apart, slowly but surely.  “From dust you came, and to dust you will return.”  Life is meant to be eternal, but it’s not.  I believe in the Christian story because my soul feels its truth – I am made for something more than what I have.  This world, and this body, is not what it should be.  Beauty is shaded with corruption.  My hands, which are strong and growing weaker, are capable of both helping someone and harming them.  Everything has a dark side.   Continue reading

Lord of the Rings Tag

When I saw that If We Shadows Have Offended posted this tag, I gasped out loud and immediately knew I had to do it here, since Lord of the Rings always reduces me to becoming a slavering fanatic.  Let’s go!

1. When did you first discover The Lord Of The Rings?

This is a little embarrassing for my nerd persona, but I read them in, like, 6th grade and only liked them.  I didn’t read them very thoroughly either, because I thought Aragorn wound up with Eowyn and was SUPER confused when Movie Aragorn started getting romantic with Movie Arwen (in my defense, Book Arwen barely exists).

I first EMOTIONALLY discovered The Lord of the Rings when my brother invited 7th grade me and one of my guy friends to see it with all of Roy’s high school friends.  Roy was trying to set us up, but little did he know I would leave the theater in love–with a story, not a boy.

#storyofmylife   Continue reading

The Martian by Andy Weir

18007564There is nothing I can say about The Martian that hasn’t already been said.  It’s as good as the hype!  It’s a technically dense book that somehow makes mechanical engineering exciting.  It’s an survival story that captures the loneliness and desperation of space travel.  It’s a rescue operation that builds the tension to the breaking point over and over again.

It’s so fun!  Mark Watney’s personality is what elevates the novel from boring science-speak to a touching story about one man’s endurance and humor in the face of oblivion.  His logs are funny, occasionally irreverent, and alternately joyous or devastated.  When the book opens up the world so that we get perspectives from NASA and his crew on Hermes, it gets even better!

Honestly, the story is disorienting.  I don’t know enough about space engineering to know if anything he says is accurate, but it sure SOUNDS possible.  So why aren’t we on Mars yet?  Let’s agree to put Andy Weir in charge of NASA – nothing could go wrong with that plan.   Continue reading